I'm 21 years old student from small Nordic country, with brown hair, blue eyes and busty frame. |
I do drawing, writing and photography. I don't know which i should do the most. My other hobbies are horse riding, biking, swimming and dreaming. I also enjoy reading.
I have two professions; Surface treatment finisher and House Builder. I love them both a lot. (Those who wonder what Surface treatment finishing is, it's like car painting. But we do the frame work too like straightening dents, welding, puttying.) And i'm studying in a University of Applied Sciences to become a construction Architect which means i specify in to public buildings as stores and school and hospitals etc, normal apartment housing small and big ones, free time buildings as museums, libraries, halls for sports and such. It means i design buildings in short xD. But i'm more construction friendly and more down to earth than normal Architects. ( that's why people love us)
Why so manly professions? I don't know, i don't see myself boy'ish. I'm pretty feminine, i just can't stand work which isn't physical. I need it to drain the energy, otherwise i'm like electrical bunny. Thought being 161cm (5'2") it sucks, it mostly too short for some works in construction business.
Most important things in my life are my family, my two dogs and my friends. (and my PC)
I'm neurotic person with panic disorder and dyslexia. But i think i'm also sweet and kind, perverted, bit nuts.
I love gaming too, i did play a lot ps1-3 and xbox. Now i have playing mostly on my PC. Something like;
But i like watching other people gaming too, and i have played some MMORPGs too. Such like Ether Saga online, Perfect World, Flyff, Forsaken world.
My favorite seasons are autumn and winter. I hate summer and spring. Sun doesn't go down here at summer, so i can't sleep. I can't stand the heat either or bugs.
Autumn is the best season to use sweaters and thick college shirts and tights and over knee socks! I do that at winter too, but at -20 and below Celsius it's bit too cold. At winter sun doesn't rise more than for couple of hours \o/ I'm the most active at dark, i normally start cleaning when sun goes down. I sleep better in dark and cold. I love using wool-socks!
I don't smoke, i don't drink coffee, i don't drink tea that much either, i'm really lazy drinker too. My only sin is Battery Energy drink, and chocolate.
I have fetish for tall men and big male hands.
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The two of them crossed each other’s paths for first time when Sanami was in the Academy, she had been studying for over two years and she had finally started to believe in herself. Her brother had been busy for a long time and had finally come to see his little sister, upon meeting Sanami they came across Aizen Sousuke.
The tall young man, surrounded between the students, mostly girls. He was popular amongst them, everyone had always something nice to say about him. Sanami had never bothered herself more with this man until this evening. The evening that made her heart stop in horror for a moment. It could have said, it was the moment which decided her fate.
Kisuke pulling her from her hand, she walked against her will towards the human herd. She was painted with the exhaustion from training, her normally strong and high wall was lower. She was stopped at front of a man, standing tall, with brown hair and glasses on his sharp and strong features. His smile was warm and the most welcoming to Kisuke and his sister. But something bothered Sanami; she couldn’t see his eyes past the light reflecting off his glasses.
After chatting for a while, the man turned so that she could see his eyes. First they were soft, only for a short moment before changing completely. His eyes, they looked straight through her, her body and her mind. She felt naked under his gaze, being examined deeper than anyone should have. In a snap of a fingers, he turned back to his warm smile. Looking at her like nothing ever happened. Sanami tried to shook off the bad feeling from her shoulders.
It was something that Sousuke hadn’t anticipated, that the man whose work he wanted, had a sister. In her, the puppet master saw a big opportunity to find out to what his opponent was up to. He observed the young woman, learning her routines, her body movements, her voice, her eyes. Like a wolf, lurking on his pray...
He had been following me, for a quite some time now. First it was just having a casual chat with me while sitting in the vice-captain office, now he was walking behind me. I wasn't fond of it, I couldn’t see his face. He hadn’t shown any kind of sign towards the look he had had when we first met but I couldn't let it drop either. I had been trying to prove myself wrong about him, that I didn’t see anything that evening.
He was up to something, I’m sure of it. He had been casually asking things about Kisuke and he seemed upset every time I didn’t have an answer to him. He had even come with me to see the young children in the farthest districts of Rukongai. He indeed was terminated to get the information from me.
“You seem so quiet today, more absent…” He had fastened his speed and was now next to me.
“Oh, I was just… thinking… nothing more”
“What’s troubling your mind?”
“Your slow pace, Aizen-fukutaichou” I think I had started to sound more and more like Hirako-taichou, being in his presence wasn’t good for me.
“Ah, gomen. I promise to keep with you,”
Don’t play stupid with me…
“I’m sorry Sousuke, I shouldn’t blame you for my bad mood,” I gave him my sheepish smile. He had his sweet smile on like he always did.
“Don’t worry about it, you should tell if you have trouble with something…”
I guess so, I’m not such a talkative person… and you shouldn’t be so forgiving, if someone is being rude to you.”
“Hirako-taichou is just extraordinary, he doesn’t know how to show his feelings,” he started to laugh his too innocent soft giggle. It didn’t seem to fit him at all.
“Well at least Hiyori-san gives it right back to him, but I do feel bad for him sometimes,”
“Hirako-taichou is a simple minded man, he can’t help himself,” for a moment he seemed to smile to himself, a sinister smile creeping upon his lips, but as fast it had come it was gone.
“Can’t argue with that,” He was right.
We arrived to Hirako-taichou’s office. It was one of the weirdest places after my brother’s room. He seemed to have some kind of a hoarding problem, picking up a lot of things from the human world and taking them back in to his office. It seemed to have a new stuff every time I visited there, which was almost daily. First he had a bored look on his sneaky face when he spotted Sousuke coming in but he would lighten up every time after seeing me behind him. Hirako-taichou was one of those men, having the same problem as Kyoraku-taichou. Even he didn't do it as openly.
“Sousuke-san you shouldn't block the ivory beauty behind you every time you come in,” he sounded the same as always, first monotonic but his voice would squeak when he got past the first part.
“Gomenne, Hirako-taichou. I think it's better that I enter the room first that she won’t be the first one to see your queer expression…”
“My face is the most handsome in this place, no woman would say no to this,” he smiled his head high and gave a dead glare to Sousuke.
“I think there’s a lot of people that disagree with you Hirako-taichou and I think Urahara-fukutaichou would be traumatized for rest of her life if she was left with you-”
I had stopped already listening both of them, I wondered why in the first place they are even working together when they were always talking to each other like this. I pointed my attention towards the new books that had come since the last time. Seemed to be some kind of romantic novels or even erotic, at least what I would expect from man like Hirako-taichou. Hehh…
“You are a dumpass Sousuke, you are always ruining my mood,”
“Hirako-taichou, that’s not a nice way to talk someone who is working for you,” I spoke before Sousuke had time to snap back at his captain. I gave a sweet smile towards Hirako-taichou making him blush. Even I didn’t seem like it, I knew how to use my lady methods on men. “If you were bit nicer to him, you would see how smart man he is.”
“I think that greedy vice-captain wants you to be only his, such a pretty lady can have a lot nicer company than him,” he was now keening in front of me, holding my hand with his grim face.
“I enjoy from his company Hirako-taichou.” I smiled at the captain on his knees. He was like Romeo begging Juliet to come down, it wasn't the first time and not the last one.
“You are too nice to him Sanami-chan, and you should call me Shinji, you are always so formal.” He gave me a dramatic expression.
“Well, I don't know about that but I think I will get going now, and I’ll leave you two love birds by yourself.” I softly took my hand back from captain’s grasp, I giggled before swiftly moving out of the room, leaving both of them with a dump expression on their faces.
“What is it Sousuke?” I turned to face the young man running behind me.
“May I offer you a dinner for this?” He quickly spoke before he had even stopped front of me.
“Oh?” I was surprised.
“For saying that to Hirako-taichou, no one has ever helped me…”
“You are welcome, I just don’t see the reason being so mean to you all the time.” I looked towards my feet, I felt like blushing. “And yes, I accept your offer.” I looked back at him and his glimmering face.
“That’s good news!” He looked too happy and too innocent. And I was feeling little bit hungry already.
Why I am doing this?
The place was really nice, small and comfy, the food was great too. I actually enjoyed my time with him. Just speaking of things that didn’t matter. After eating we walked by a small path leading through the big garden of Gotei 13. It was a nice and quiet walk. I didn’t mind the silence, it was comforting.
“I always pass by here, not just when I’m going back to the barracks but when I can’t sleep either…” he spoke in a whisper, his voice was bit deeper than normally.
“So, even a man like you, who always seems so bright and positive, has sleepless nights too,” I smiled silently to myself and then to him.
“I guess, I tend to think too much and sometimes reading makes me forget that I need sleep too,” he fixed the position of his glasses on his nose.
“Then it’s a good thing that you have a way to calm yourself down.”
We arrived to the path were our roads would apart from each other. Well we were neighbours after all, he being in the 5th division and me in the 4th one. I turned around and I opened my mouth to say goodnight but I was stopped when Sousuke closed me in a hug. I was shocked, more like panicking, my face turned to screaming red and I didn’t know what to do.
“Domo Sanami-chan,” he whispered in my ear and hugged me more tightly. His voice was deep and silky like a grown man, a lot different from his normal high and happy voice.
“I should thank you for giving me such a nice evening too!” I finally got out from my lips and hugged him back. He straightened himself and looked down at me, was he always this big? He seemed so much bigger than before, maybe because he was standing few inches away from me. He hold his hands on my shoulders still,
“Oyasuminasai Sousuke,” a small change, was what I felt in his aura for a passing second. He turned to wave me before he vanished completely. I waved back, I still felt his arms tightly around me. Even it seemed friendly hug, it lacked something…
I slept extremely well that night, I don’t know why. Maybe I had started to think that he wasn't a bad man.
Few weeks forward…We were walking in the edge of Rukongai after finishing a mission that we had. The sky had turned dark from the grey clouds and the mood was thick as water.
“Urahara-Fukutaichou,” I froze to my spot. It wasn’t caused by hearing my name, it was the tone in which he spoke and the sudden change in his reiatsu. He’s voice was cold and deep, slowly turning my head I notice his blade next to my head. I stepped few meters away from him, turning around and facing him.
“Why you got so tensed up?” He sounded cruel and arrogant.
“I do feel unconformable,” I stared at his eyes, or what could be seen behind his classes. I felt my heart rate increase in fast pace but I kept my mind calm. “Lower your blade Aizen-fukutaichou, you have no need for it.” I was pressing my fingers around Hahaue’s hilt. I felt really uneasy.
“Oh, true. I do not need my blade,” his smiled an extremely arrogant smile while sheathing his blade, I didn't even have time to notice when he had fast-stepped in front of me and wrapped his fingers around my hand that was holding the zanpakuto’s hilt.
“Sanami, I have been quite impressed and upset with you. You have been a lot harder to break thought than I had anticipated,” his voice was like venom, my body didn’t move. “I have been extremely patient with you, but you don’t seem be wanting to cooperate with me…It…does not please me…”
“I’m sorry Aizen-fukutaichou, but I do not seem to understand what you mean,” I spoke with cold and short words. He tightened the grip of my hand.
“Ah, but that’s not true Urahara-fukutaichou, you know really well what I’m speaking of,”
“I will not give you what you seek when I don’t even have it. And even if I did, I would not give it to you. Now please, let go of my hand…Aizen-fukutaichou…” I narrowed my eyes and gave him a plank expression.
“At the same time you frustrate me and you fascinate me. You seem to be a lot the same with your Dear Brother. You know what I do with someone who gets on my way? I gently move them aside…” He smiled a demonic smile, his eyes digging down to my own as he took a hold of my jaw and lifted my face toward his. Suddenly, a heavy feeling came over me. Like a stone had been put on my shoulders, the pressure, the pressure of his reiatsu… I didn’t give in, I hold myself up even more confident. It seemed to anger him even more.
“I see…” He bluntly stated, the force grew bigger upon me. I took hold of his wrist and tried to get his hand let go of my jaw. I took a hold of Hahaue’s sheath, with a swift move I pulled her off my sash towards his stomach. My movement was stopped by his hand holding my wrist; yet again,
“You are indeed a bad girl,” he smirked and ripped my zanpakuto off my hand throwing it aside. A sudden hit from his hand to my stomach made me drop on my knees. “I didn’t want to do it, but it was necessary, I have been polite for so long. You should know not to behave so rudely…”
I collected my last strength and got his hold off me, quickly using shunpo to move away from him. But he was fast to think, too fast. He took hold of my leg and threw me against the ground, finally placing himself on top of me, holding me from my wrists.
“You are making this awfully hard for me Urahara-fukutaichou,”
“I will make it as hard as I can!” I collected my power and did everything to get him off me, but he didn’t move. He was like a stone on top of me. “I won’t give you what you want!” I started to feel numb under his reiatsu. “LET GO OFF ME!” I yelled all I could, trying to free my limbs from his grasps. He didn’t say a word, he just waited me to use all of my energy and finally going limp from the exhaustion.
He stood up and allowed me to turn on my side to cough, lifting some of his pressure off me.
“You never feel that you are controlled? That the hands controlling this world don’t care for us, they only look after the noble. Don’t you feel mad and upset that all that you do has no effect on the world? Why do you keep bowing to those who only want to put you down?”
“I will never bow to them, not to anyone…”
“You know that your brother is doing something that will eventually get the attention of them. Eventually even effecting you. Why such an intelligent and strong woman would let her head down to people like that? To be accepted by others?”
“No, I’m not scared to walk alone my path. My path is only mine to take, no one others. Those who stand in front of me, will be forgotten...”
“Why not stand with me then?” He looked down at me, I knew deep inside that he was right. What those people in the Chuo 46 did and did not do. They only did it for themselves not for us. Not for anyone else. He gave me his hand, I slapped it away and stood up my own, wiping the small drop of blood off my lip.
“Don’t touch me, I do not need your bity, you sicken me.”
“This why I see a great potential in you Sanami-chan, I indeed made the right choice.” He was more than happy with himself. He took a hold of my jaw once again and moved my face towards his. “I will keep you, I will make you stronger than any of these captains and I will help you to stand on your own two feet,” He gently brushed my cheek with his fingers. The look in his eyes was possessive.
“I do not want your help,”
“That wasn’t an offering, it was an order…” He pressed his reiatsu once more on me till my knees gave in. Then he finally removed his hand, letting me stand back up on my own feet. Forced to submission, I followed him back to the Seireitei my head held low. I felt defeated but the same time I knew he was right.
The next day, he took me to Hueco Mundo. The beautiful and plain world of the hollows. Place where we were alone.
He wasn’t a gentle teacher, a small mistake cost me a great deal of pain. He was fast, beyond faster than anyone else, stronger in strength, his over powering kido skills. He did come with less power at first but in time when I grew stronger, he added the fuel to the fire.
I found a great satisfaction from fighting against him, even more when I started get hits in. Even he seemed to enjoy it, the mad look in his eyes and the strong commanding voice in what he yelled at me. Sometimes I didn’t even notice the time flowing by, here; there was only him and our sword colliding to each other. The flying sand and the dark sky.
“Koi, Sanami,” he smirked at me. Standing on the sand, without his sword, a mad glaze in his eyes. I felt the fire inside me, I launched towards him from the sky where I had been standing. He had noticed that provoking didn’t effect on me, only the commanding tone of his voice made me move. We moved, far faster than any hollow was able to follow. They kept away from the battle field.
In the air, I took all my last power and kicked him towards the ground. Actually effecting on him, he crushed to the ground; hard, breaking it to small pieces and causing it to fall down to a pit. I rushed down pushing him on his back to the sand, placing myself on him, pressing my blade against his neck. His hair was tangled, his skin had dirt on it and his glasses were missing. He had a sinister, no; more a mad like smile on his face, his eyes shining in the dark. Finally, after staring at him with narrowed eyes I dropped my posture and finally took a deep breathe.
He touched my legs with his hands and moved them up to my thighs, to my hip and to my waist, grapping it dragging me closer to him. He indeed enjoyed this more than I had even anticipated. For the second I let my guard down, I found myself under him.
“You should never let your guard down,” pressed his face to my neck. I could feel his hot breathe against the sore skin. He moved to my loosened shihakusho and gently brushed the skin with his lips. All my blood rushed to my face. He straightened himself while getting off on top of me, pulling me up from my arm.
With the new Sousuke, I actually started feel relaxed in his company. I knew what he was up to and I didn’t have to sit in the dark thinking what would happen. He still spent most of his time with. I actually even laughed and smiled to him. His real self was calm and collected, highly intelligent individual.